i
know
you're my friend

i
know
you want to help

but you can't


i
don't
really understand it myself

so
how
can i explain it to you

i
try
very hard

but i can't

just
leave
me be

i'm almost well

but
every
time, i'm forced to repeat it

i
relive
it again

i
sink
back into the blackness

if
you
are my friend

please leave me alone

this
is
something
i
must
do alone...............